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antiBODY An Anthology of Poetry and MedicineMain MenuForewordIntroductionAt the Teaching Hospitalby Dan KrainesAtrophyby Paul BlomBarnacled to the Boneby Stephen C. MiddletonBiopsyby Julie RosenzweigChokeby Alyson MillerDead See Scrollby Rich MurphyDeciding Not to Wear Glassesby Donna J. Gelagotis LeeDiscovery: Negative Returnby Tara SkurtuExileby Lane FalconFlushby Stephen MeadFruitBy Tyler ChadwickGrandmother Dead, Then Alive, Then Dead Againby Matthew BakerHysteriaby Donna J. Gelagotis LeeIf Not Absolutionby Matthew BakerLackby Sarah Anderson WoodMirenaby Meagan GrantMittelschmerzby Sarah KerseyMoon Childby Lisa Hitonpecan, rodef, clamby Susan ComninosRefugeesby Walt PetersonShe Cannot Let Him Goby Nancy Smiler LevinsonSome Days Begin Like Thisby Tara SkurtuThe Mechanics of Loveby Victoria GatehouseThe Needleby Isla McKettaThere Was Beauty in That Graphby Geralyn Pinto[Untitled]by Nan Darbous Marthaller[Untitled]by Nan Darbous MarthallerContributorsCalvin Olsenb5c5f3583225f37f1f8a2a51ca3fc4b14f902087
Blood Truck
12018-02-21T23:40:15-08:00Calvin Olsenb5c5f3583225f37f1f8a2a51ca3fc4b14f902087180221by Sophie Summertown Grimesplain2018-02-21T23:40:15-08:00Calvin Olsenb5c5f3583225f37f1f8a2a51ca3fc4b14f902087by Sophie Summertown Grimes
I sit on a padded bench next to a woman in shabby clothes. I’m nervous, I tell her. It’s a good thing to do, she says.
We watch a woman scroll through her feed while a bag plumps as it rocks, and a nurse moves bins around,
uses a pen to mark a clipboard, and talks about Popeyes tempting her for lunch,
how she could feel it pulling her as gravity pulls the blood out of the man’s arm
in the other chair and into the small belly of his bag. They hook up the woman in the shabby clothes
and then it’s my turn. I look out the window at the sidewalk while she does it. Like, you’ll eat chicken but rather not see
how it’s prepared. I’ll do the good thing, but I won’t look at how I did it. The woman in the shabby clothes doesn’t feel well
and they have her put her knees up and lie back. They give her juice. The nurse leaves for Popeyes. The blood leaves my body
through a tube and a needle that will never be used again. The name for the quick intake of blood into a butterfly needle
is called the flash. How pretty that is. There are cookies by the door. I don’t feel woozy.
In my office, I’ve left a YouTube video of the sound of rain playing. When I put my headphones on, I mistake it for resounding applause.
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