Frida Kahlo and Trauma
Because Kahlo’s was constrained to her bed after her accident and before her death, she had to paint things within close proximity like her family, animals or still lifes, which is why her focus turned to herself as a subject. According to Herrera (as quoted in van der Wiel) “[Kahlo’s] true subjects were embodied states of mind, her own joys and sorrows. Always intimately connected with the events of her life, her images convey the immediate lived experience”. In her work, Kahlo extends on different notions of her identity and explored each aspect of her many fractured selves. Trauma in her life had never ceased, initially it was the trolley accident – before that she had a bout of polio when she was a child, which left her leg deformed – and afterwards, a follow up of numerous operations, pain for the rest of her life, a poor body state, three miscarriages/abortions, deteriorating health, and being bedridden. The results of this trauma – her body’s consequenting pathology – became the subject and focal point in her paintings because she needed to feel control.
Since her body belonged to the doctors, her attempt at regaining control of her body resulted in the obsessive painting of her body: by creating it, she could own it. The temporary freedom this gains, however, comes with a price: she cannot work through her trauma since it is part of her identity, it cultivates this identity, and by painting her body, she puts herself intimately at the centre of her visual narrative. Kahlo’s visual autobiography is both personal and universal and thus transforms not only into her own experience but also the experiences of everyone else. This is the affect of trauma on the audience and is the reason these terms should be considered to coexist.