Blog Post 3
The destructive and overwhelming effect of this repetition on the reader, as the reader becomes a witness to the atrocity, illustrates Freud's "death drive" as discussed in "Archive Fever" by Jacques Derrida. Key to the death drive is the theory that we repeat destructive behaviors rather than processing them. In this way, the death drive prohibits the creation of memory and leads to the "[destruction of] the archive" (Derrida 78). Putting the idea of the death drive in tension with a physical document, Yusupova creates a confused sense of archive. By repeating such potent lines from the trial, Yusupova mimics the thought process of those so deeply affected by the outcome of this verdict. The reader is forced into a death drive that may or may not be closely connected to them but is still reflective of the world around them. But at the same time, Yusupova documents this repetition in the collection of poetry. In what feels like an attempt to express the vast wrong of everything that is surrounding this trial, such as the crime itself and the sentencing, the muddling of archive and destruction provides an experience for the reader which shows the extreme turmoil of the moment.
The repetition moves on beyond the line mentioned as Yusupova seemingly changes tactics. The astonishment at the sentencing, the emotional shock, all of it is expressed in the earlier lines before Yusupova moves to express the absence and loss that the death in this case has caused. In repeating "the death of the victim", she perhaps shows the vast amount of physical space of the loss (Yusopova 151). The line is first repeated over and over on a single page before moving to a series of pages with only one repetition on each. The rest of the page is left blank. The physical space is a document of the emotional hollow left by the death, and by the dismissive nature of the sentencing as well. Eventually, Yusopova switches back to repeating "the vagina is not a vital organ" before closing with the judge's name. The switch almost signals that even a more physical representation of the pain caused is not really achievable, returning to the dismissal in the sentencing. Closing with the judge's name rather than the perpetrator's points the blame in a clear direction.
Ultimately, what the collection of poems seems to document is the fact that it is truly impossible to fully document the feeling of loss and anger that both the crime and the sentencing has caused. Though seemingly warring forces, Freud's death drive and the archival impulse unite in Verdicts in such a way to document the emotional truth of the moment.