EC(H)OLOGY
Echo’s death in the foliage and Narcissus’s turning into a flower perhaps unite the lovers if not in human life then in a life that Sumana Roy calls “plant life;” if not through human speech then through a speech-act that is all about a different kind of language, communication of the ecosystem. Ec(h)ology refers to study of such a language that we humans need to respond to overcoming our narcissistic love of one”self.” This language is not as sophisticated as that of humans and in that sense suffers from a “lack,” an impediment like Echo. But it is a communication that is not only about making coherent sounds but also about incoherence and sometimes silence. In fact, when a voice is echoed what comes is a repetition followed by a silence. We humans often suppress our inner voice that comes from our conscience and an echoed repetition is very much like hearing that inner voice and therefore perhaps echoes do not occur in crowded places. An ecosystem is indeed a system, unlike a system of rigid boundaries and hierarchy, that appreciates our coming to terms with our own cruelties, limitless obsessions and lets us “talk” to them who have a different way of showing love and letting love. Sumana Roy in the chapter “The Silence of Trees” in her book How I Became a Tree shares an “envious” experience of the language of love between bamboo leaves and wind:
I recorded the sound of the crisp bamboo leaves moving in the wind- there was something delightfully sensuous and sexual in their refusal to be tamed, and also something terribly sad in the way they let the wind leave them and move on to a neighbouring lover. I recorded the sound of that meeting- mating?- between the leaves and the wind.
Later when she listens to that recording at home closing her eyes she says, ”I could make out my gasping at two places in this short one-minute video. I felt sad and even envious: why could I not react to the wind like the leaves of the bamboo? (24).” Roy’s experience is what I would like to call “ec(h)ology”cal and the “h” in “eco” is protected within a bracket lest anyone of us [humans] makes a narcissistic fun of this Echovian impediment of non-speaking of the beautifully non-“system”atic ecosystem.