When you miss him, what does it feel like?

My heart aches, you know? It's a loneliness and it's a void, it's a, um … you know you're just discontent I think. You know, there's just … it doesn't feel complete. You don't feel whole, you know, when somebody that you love's not close by.

So what do you do?

hmm call, some. (laughing) You know just I think go back in your mind. I've—I relieve memories, and um, you know think about times we had together. But (inhale) I'm not very good at —I'm not—don't like the phone, so it's really challenging for me. Um, I didn't like the phone .. in the U.S. (laugh) I don't like the phone here I'm just not a .. a good communicator by phone. So. Skype's not really good for me, you know none of those things are—it all just seems so planned, and .. I don't know. And then it's just that much more difficult here, so.